Have you ever been in a situation where you felt a tension between you and a friend? A co-worker? A spouse? I know it's a rare thing, but I hear it has happened. Reconciliation has been on my mind a lot recently and tonight I had this insightful image that I believe reveals an incredible truth about unity in the Body of Jesus Christ.
I believe every man and woman in love with Jesus carries His presence within him/her. Jesus is accustomed to experiencing perfect and beautiful unity with the Holy Spirit who lives inside of us. In a sense, he has divided himself among his people and he desires nothing more than to enjoy that unity he created in the beginning. He likes us, so he wants to take us on the adventure of such an incredible experience.
But life is messy. She told me she didn't have room for me in the car, so I refuse to invite her on my next excursion. He said he'd have my back but he didn't even show the night I needed him most. She betrayed my trust and I will never speak to her openly again. It breaks my heart, but this is life, even among those of us who are supposed to intimately know the deepest love to ever exist.
If you truly know that love, I believe this aches your heart, too. Have you ever paused to consider why? Inside of you is Jesus, who desires to be united to himself. The moment you turn away your brother, the Jesus in you aches at the loss of himself in your brother. The adventure has been brought to a sudden halt and it breaks his heart for himself and for both of you. He wanted you to enjoy what was before you!
Jesus loved us so much he gave up the right to his own life on our behalf.
My heart is passionate for unity among the Bride of Christ. I have had this in my heart for many years but it has continued to shape in new light of my own experiences and the pain I see within the Bride.
Recently, I was pondering different facets of conflict and how to pursue unity in various situations. Of course we all know that when we hurt someone we need to apologize. But what about the moment when you recognize you've wronged someone against whom you filed a restraining order? What of the once-friend who told you to stay out of his life? What about the ex-boyfriend you hurt years ago, who is now married with children? How do we navigate pursuing unity in these situations?
Because of my own passion for the issue, I often feel that my heart aches stronger than most when there is disunity. In my pondering of a disunity between me and a brother, I asked Jesus how my heart could be wrenched from hurting my brother so much more than his even stings from the hurt I caused him?
In that moment, Jesus answered my question: "Because I, in you, long so deeply for myself in your brother. You asked to know my heart, and this is it."
I am a near expert at asking those dangerous questions. You know, like the time you ask God for patience and then he gives you one thousand opportunities to practice in a 24-hour period. My dangerous question is often asking God to give me his heart in different situations.
Think about this. If Jesus has made his dwelling in you and in me, but we refuse to talk to one another on account of some offense, Jesus is no longer in unity with himself. The Jesus in me misses - aches for - the Jesus in you. I know life isn't so simple as to live in joyful harmony with anyone you've ever hurt or who has hurt you. But I definitely live with high hopes and I want to do all I can to unite my Jesus with your Jesus.
My prayer is that you want that, too, so we can enjoy the adventure of living in the love Jesus has for himself.
Seeking Love.
Pondering Love.
Always in Love.
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